You try to overcome an event which has taken place and you probably lose your balance and focus on something distracting. You need something fairy-like, and you need to focus on a field or activity that takes you away from earthy and difficult reality. Remember, though, that if you move towards situations in which you are not in the limelight, you only let time pass by without any personal satisfaction. Shall you, therefore, keep on screening out your environment, which is a procedure you started last week, so that you reach that point in a month from today when you can say with certitude that you have gotten rid of what scared you and prevented you from being functional?
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