It seems that January clarifies the fact that you walk on two parallel courses between which the distance grows ever bigger. On the one hand, you leave older people behind who take distance from your life as they might deal with health issues. Perhaps you take distance from their choices because you want to give it a try in a professional arena where you want to take risks and put your abilities to the test so as to achieve a goal using your own techniques. The other course is about sailing somewhere far and start a relationship which alienates your current living environment and makes you think in a completely different way. You associate with people who do not know you much, you participate in actions which seem revolutionary in your eyes, and you live in a way that makes you happy. Yes, it is a crucial moment and, of course, you cannot keep everything and everybody in your life.
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