November could sabotage your life because perhaps you decide to confront somebody whom you want to turn into your opponent. You have not realised yet that you do not necessarily want to win this battle. If you confront this person, perhaps you look for a way to appreciate the limitations of your freedom and find out whether you are under pressure in a system you wish to change. If you dress this person with your questions and insecurities, it seems like if you are helpless to answer your personal philosophical or extremely materialistic questions. As a result, you seek an external view but you have not considered that this person has got a personality which will have an influence on their decisions. If you think you can handle November as you wish, you are probably mistaken. You will realise it though towards the end of the month.
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