It seems that you are motivated to reposition yourself through your individual or broadly social role since you want to prove some things about yourself. If you are in a relationship which is tried, having a child is crucial for its future. It could be the gunshot that will set developments in motion. If you are married and you have a family, perhaps you feel like drowning and you would like to find a way to break free from chains which others do not necessarily make you wear. You see, you have probably started searching inside and discovering reasons and occasions because of which you did not allow yourself to be expressed as you would like. As a result, you meet people whom you turn into obstacles. Thus you had better admit that you look for the child you have buried within and try to bring it to the fore before you look for childish innocence in your own children or the one you would like to have.
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