You get to wonder whether you can accompany your words and thoughts with actions or you are simply full of hot air. Your decision to go in another direction on the personal or professional level seems to be an imperative need and the only way through which you may achieve a change in your life. Distance between thinking and acting, planning and realisation is quite big, and you must prove you can cover it. You cannot expect for somebody else to pull you out of stagnation and inertia or to be at the helm of the situation without you even expressing your will to second and work on the effort. You cannot wait for a miracle so as to come out of the difficult position you are in. You cannot hope for something which is not at all reasonable. You need to prove that you want to make a change and you must be the protagonist in it.
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