Perhaps you are not that worried at the beginning of May because you keep on recognising the obstacles and dead-ends before you without being able to resolve them by yourself. As days go by, you will understand that you are about to take crucial decisions regarding your interpersonal relationships mainly by getting into conflict or agreeing with somebody before you. Problems in your relationships will be all the more obvious because everything which has been hidden all along will surface. Thus you are obliged to talk openly about your decisions. You had better be clear about your intentions and if you think you are ready to commit, make the step you have been thinking of or planning for quite some time now. During the second half of the month, you will properly screen out your life so you had better be prepared for such challenges.
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