The Full Moon at 20 degrees Gemini on December, 12 in quincunx with Venus, Saturn and Pluto in Capricorn seems to look for a way to bring balance between childish innocence and inventiveness, on the one hand, and experience and obsessions of old age, on the other.
You likely realise that you cannot operate in both sides at the same time and that you must decide when to choose one over another and vice-versa. If it sounds difficult and scary, if you think you are under pressure to fit in in the facts, you will likely confront people who move within a specific context. If you decide that there is much to learn at the current juncture, you have the opportunity to be trained so as to add some elements to your equipment. They are necessary so that you fit in in environments which sound at least distant and inaccessible until today.